So what do I do? I aspire to do work as a designer of "print" art, be it as an art director for a magazine, a freelance digital artist, invitation designer and consultant, or something else extravagant that I've yet to explore.
Recently, I learned about a couple of means by which I could do consulting as an independent contractor. The first is a company called Heritage Makers. Heritage Makers is an online publishing system which allows you to work with clients to publish digital scrapbooks, recipe books, and story books with ease. Totally up my alley!!! I've never been the type to do things like this, which in my opinion is along the same lines as Mary Kay and Pampered Chef (love their stuff), but I can see myself doing this. And... It's Oprah approved, LOL!

The second opportunity would be to become an invitation dealer/designer contracted through Envelopments, Incorporated. With Envelopmets, Inc., I would be able to design the invitations using my design software and their design studio products (inventory of custom papers, cardstock, envelopes, pocket envelopes and more); and use their services/resources to be a successful vendor of these invitations. How nice is that?! I think it's pretty cool. There's a rigorous application process. I'd have to have my business fully operational by then, but I like the potential!

I feel that working in the graphic design field will open a lot of doors for me to be able to work successfully from the home, while also being able to devote a substantial amount of quality time with my future family. After all, being a mother (and hopefully someday, a wife) will always be my #1 on my list.
So why is this post entitled "Split Decision"? I want to do more than one thing, really. I love counseling and working with children and their families. I really feel that being a counselor/therapist was my true calling. Actively listening to the testimonies of others, whom are reaching out for my help, is a skill that comes naturally to me. I'm quite empathetic in nature, however, so this "gift" of providing quality care to others can very easily tear me apart. I can easily turn on that switch that allows me within the protective walls built up by my clients and I am immediately immersed in their lives plagued of pain and misunderstanding. I can't, however, turn off that switch so easily. This ability is my gift and it is also my curse. I feel compelled to do this line of work, and I plan to return to it once my children are grown and successfully independent members of society. Perhaps then, I will finally pursue my Ph.D. in the field. Graphic Design will always be my outlet, along with muay thai...and of course, spending time with the kids and my Andybear. :)
So where does "teaching" fit into all of this? To be honest, I enjoyed doing a lot of my counseling work in the alternative school in Virginia. I would often visit my clients in school to observe and interact with, alongside of their peers. I never had a complaint and in fact, my clients begged for me to visit as many times as I could. To them, and to their peers as well, I was the "cool" therapist, that didn't label them nor made them feel any less than gifted individuals. Sure, they had their behavioral problems and quick tempers, but I was able the de-escalate them fast, without causing a blow to their self-esteem or "reputations". The teachers felt more respected as well, as I offered to help out in a manner a paraprofessional would. I developed a level of comfort in the school setting that was very professionally satisfying. I began to feel that I could do a good service to schools as a behavioral interventionist (if that's even a word) and an instructor. I would LOVE to teach! Just gotta take that GACE (exam). . .YIKES! Oh, AND land a teaching job, lol. Then I'll do the GA TAPP (program) to become a certified teacher. I've already started to apply!! Wish me luck!
Graphic Design + Teaching . . .then later Therapy + Graphic Design (freelance)
We shall see!!




